But I think I might like to have the option to try it once sometime. Steve Jobs said famously it was one of the most important things he ever did. I would prepare myself for six months and I would only ever do it -like him- one time.
But everyone who knows me well has expressly said- “yeah LSD- that’s not such a good idea for you”. I have always had the same sense of it myself. I suddenly wondered: Why?
? Internal anxiety, a lack of feeling that everything is “all right”, a lack of trust in myself, a fear of real change, a fear of insanity, pain, loneliness of not being sane enough or strong enough. fear of what I might find out. afraid of all and everything.
Whatever the reason, its readily apparent not just to me but to everybody who knows me well. These things whatever they are must be written all over my face